August 2012
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Pain.
Why did I have to destroy the only good thing in my life? I hate myself for being so careless. I’ve done this all to myself. these lyrics come to mind..
“If I could change I would, take back the pain I would, retrace every wrong move that I made I would, if I could stand up and take the blame I would, if I could take all the shame to the grave I would.”
July 2012
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Why me
Nothing goes the way as planned. Things happen and sometimes I can’t meet the expectations of certain people. I hate how this can develop the perception that I’m not dependable. There are legitimate reasons for why I don’t do the things that are expected of me. They are not excuses. I’m the type of person that cares a lot about what other people think of me and I always try...
April 2012
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Numb
Why have I become so numb? So cold and lost. I’ve done things that hurt others and I’m disappointed with the mistakes that I’ve made. In the end I regret it all.
March 2012
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I Miss You
I miss you Vy. I know I told you to leave me alone, but I’m regretting it now. I know I was mad at you, but It totally sucks being up at 4am with nobody to talk to. Please come back! I won’t FB msg you because I know that the notifications on your phone scare you out of your sleep. I don’t want to wake you up cuz I’m afraid that you’ll get upset =(
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Are You Comfortable Yet?
So my roommate has watch at 3am the next day and he’s got his girlfriend over. As usual, 10pm rolls around and he tried to kick her out. I know right? Who the fuck kicks out their girl like that? -_- Beats the hell outta me.. what a wonderful boyfriend. This time was different though because she begged him to let her stay in so many obvious ways andhe’s a fool for not catching onto...
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Facebook < Tumblr
“Don’t worry guys! I won’t post anything anymore since nobody cares anyways.” This post would just start trouble if it were on FB. I put it here cause it makes me feel better saying it, plus I just had to let it out. This was the old title of my post ”What I want to Post on Facebook, But I’m Scared To.” I find that my new title is far more suitable....
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Sick of Taking the Blame
I hate being blamed for shit that isn’t my fault and I hate when people try to control me. I’m not the one to start fights it’s not in my nature to do so. I’m ONLY sensitive and defend myself when I feel I’m being attacked. That’s it.. I don’t like when somebody gets picky with me, then tries to make it all look like it’s my fault that they’ve...
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It Really Bothers Me
It really bothers me that my roommate that has a car makes his gf take the damn bus. That’s so fucking lazy and selfish. Who cares if you’re tired and in boxers only. Fucking get dressed and drive her ass home. I don’t think that’s very manly or mature. So I ended up taking this girl home because there’s no way I was going to let her sit around and wait for a bus for...
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What is your middle name? James
What are you passionate about? Gardening, loving my woman, and researching.
Zebra or leopard print? WTF?
Do you have any fears? Death and being alone
Silver or gold? Silver
Top three places to visit: The Philippines, Vietnam, and Korea.
Where are you from? My moms vagina
First career you wanted as a child: Paleontologist or Scientist can’t...
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“The direct use of force is such a poor solution to any problem. It is generally...”
– David Friedman
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LONNGGGGGG! →
vtheo:
Especially when your significant other is in another country…nbd.
I don’t want to sound like a bitch, but I hate when people are all “blah blah I’m in a long distance its soooo hard” when they still live within, I don’t know, 3 hours of each other? Like really though, that is nothing compared to…
February 2012
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STUPID FUCKING CLASS
God damn this bullshit class. Cutting my damn lunch times back so I can’t enjoy shit. And fuck these stupid hours. I missed yet another appointment because of this shit. My room needs to be inspected and it can’t happen yet. UGh!! I’m tired as hell I just wanna pass out and say fuck everything else
Sad
Man I woke up feeling pretty shitty. Had some weird ass dreams. I was really depressed in some of the parts. I thin it’a cause of the fact that I had to let my girl go last night. Sucks that I have to wake up feeling so shitty it’s almost on par with the dream. I’m really upset that I fell asleep waiting for her. I was so tired. I had the longest day that I’ve had in awhile...
The Most Honest, True, Fair, Admitting, Meaningful...
I was wrong for assuming that you wasted money. I’m sorry that I was soo stubborn to think that I was right. I’m sorry for all of the lame excuses. Above all else I’m sory that I hurt you. I care about you and I really need to make my actions reflect that. Saying that I care and saying all of these things mean nothing without my actions to back them up
I need to stop...
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“We have to ask ourselves whether medicine is to remain a humanitarian and...”
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It's Easier To Run
It’s easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It’s so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I’ve kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never go away Like moving pictures in my head For years and years they’ve played If I could change I would Take...
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Hit The Floor
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I’ve held on what I needed to push away Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say Too many things that you said about me when I’m not around You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting...
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January 2012
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http://www.succeedsocially.com/negativetoothers
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Sopa/Pipa numbers →
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See, Not All Lobbying Is Bad →
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Fuck This New Stupid Bill
Go ahead and check out Google today. Take action against this bill before congress that plans to censor the internet!
check out wikipedia, google, and these three links
http://www.cinemablend.com/new/MPAA-Attacks-Sites-Participating-Tomorrow-SOPA-Blackout-28896.html
http://sopastrike.com/strike
http://americancensorship.org/
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Pushing Me Away Lyrics
I’ve lied to you The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you (Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (Everything has to end, you’ll soon find we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind) The sacrifice is never knowing [Chorus] Why I never walked...
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Finally Some Sleep
Damn 430am I need at least 8 hours of sleep now. Finally finished a second episode of Grimm I would have been done way sooner it it weren’t for the automatic updates, random closing of my internet browsers and shitty internet. UghI miss my girl. Well gnight or should I say good morning all!
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FUCKING COMPUTER
FUCK I lost my last post cause the damn google chrome crashed how funny that it starts acting up AFTER the download. K I don’t want to retype that long ass rant. I FUCKING HATE AUTOMATIC UPDATES I TURNED THAT SHIT OFF. I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth only to come back and find out that my computer started auto updating -_- I punched the fucking wall I was soo mad because my huluu...
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Grimm Episode →
Loved this episode right when it went to the people playing classical music on their instruments. Totally reminded me of the girlfriend even though I know she’s not a huge fan of the instrument that they’re playing. I want to know the name of the song that was being played throughout the show as well. The previous episode was awesome too. I loved the Irony of how that guy got hit with...
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Always Put Others Before Yourself!!
From now on I will not let my frustration be immediately and subtly vented on the spot that it’s created. It puts too much of a burden and frustrates others. In a way, it’s somewhat selfish. I never meant for this hurt others. I will make sure to keep this from happening again.
I have long since known how to resolve things with people hurt by my methods. It just boils down to me...
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Totally Want To Make This Dish For My Girl →
This looks soo tasty!
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Why Am I The Bad Guy
Wow last I checked, being asked questions wasn’t grounds for claiming to be “provoked”. All I did was ask somebody for help something and then they get all snappy, condescending, and rude with me. I asked this person to stop, but they kept talking like that. So I get upset and start talking at them in caps lock because it makes me feel better. They asked me to stop talking like...
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Don't do this.
Don’t ever eat raw dough with baking soda in it. You’ll get the worst headache and nausea. I totally made me puke. Ugh I woke up this morning thinking my headache would have completely subsided from eating baking soda last night, but it’s still here. I’m just thankful that it’s nowhere near as bad as it was last night. Just remember that when baking soda comes into...
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So cool →
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My Brother And His Big Mouth
So Vy just told me that my brother had told her about a video that was taken of me humping a pole. Yea I was very drunk lol and screaming i’m horny!! I also remember log rolling around on the floor like a maniac. Oh I also threw up out the car window of the guy who drove me home. The rest I don’t remember after that. Apparently I ordered an on demand movie (The Day The Earth Stood...
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I Never Knew I Was So Popular!
So apparently I’m stalked on my Tumblr more than I realize. I’m so cool my special somebody waits and periodically check for new posts from me. You can’t feel any more important than this. Well who am I kidding something would be seriously wrong if I weren’t considered that important to her.
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So, This Bitch
Hey so yea I know this complete bitch named Tiffany Mallery. Oh.. my.. gawd.. soo annoying. Stop burning bridges. Just drive off of them so I can forget about youu!
;P ;P ;P ;P oh and she smells really bad. OH and owes me money for food!
LALLALAALLAAAAAAAA for ALLAH!
